Unbelievably Awkward

So Alicia responded to the letter. It was basically a too little, too late response...which is what I was expecting. She and Colin are in full swing relationship now. It sucks..but that's ok. She and I talked on IM today..about how awkward our conversation was. The conversation ended with her saying, "So, how bout them yankees?" and me saying "So...Let's just terminate this conversation before we resort to the weather." Basically all we managed to do is to point out how awkward things are and that we both hate that they are this awkward..but what do you expect when two people break up and one of them still has feelings for the other but she moves on to another guy about a week after the break-up. Things are bound to be a little awkward. I don't know what's going to happen when I see Colin..I sense a great swelling of anger and resentment...but I am sure I will find out soon. The conversation was nowhere near as awkward as the other day when Rachel made a comment about them Colin and Alicia procreating. Everyone in the room feel silent and looked at me to see what my reaction to that comment was going to be. Then I got a few pats on the back for not even wincing..much. Oh well. I'll blog next time something that I can't put on my other blog comes up. Later